Archive for October, 2007

sadness won’t last

Sunday, October 28th, 2007

Sadness won’t last

I don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to say

That’s why I sing to relieve the pain

Of this heart who lost its blood

Who have stop breathing

And just start on crying

You know I’m sad but I won’t dwell on this

Yes I will cry but I won’t leave this unfinished

I am uncertain

I don’t know what to feel

That’s why I sing to take rest atleast

Of this soul who was tired on seeking

Who lost its breath and now on a mesh

Yes I feel bad but this won’t last

Yes I have failed but this won’t stay any longer

Coz the power of purpose will prevail

I am now stronger than ever

Joy and peace will stay

I’ll be winning this battle

Failures, struggles, trials and problems

They come and go

Striking, kicking and persuading over me

But they will never win!

*a friend’s heartfelt thought…para keka ya ini pare!uhu, ehe

Sunday, October 28th, 2007

still love her

there comes a teardrop coming from my eyes
you know my heart says i want to cry
i always felt bad when i mis her
thinking we could never be together

i thought the feeling was gone
i thought the feeling was over
i thought my heart just stopped
it’s now getting over but i still love her

you thought somehow my heart is just ok
but it’s not cos I’m always been broken
i always felt bad when i miss you
thinking i should let you go

please don’t make hard for me
tell me what you feel
play not with our feeling
please don’t make it hard for me
never keep me waiting
cos i might be assuming

i am real

Thursday, October 18th, 2007

Looking for someone

Who could hold your hand

For someone

Who could be your friend

Whatever happens, whatever happens

You call out my name

If you felt uncertain

And you’ve lost your way

If you are lonely

And you felt so bad

Whatever happened, whatever happened

I will stay the same

Coz I am REAL

No matter how you feel

Doesn’t matter if you can’t see, believe

That I’m just here

Whatever people say

Doesn’t matter what they’ve thought

Just believe in me

I’ll stay forever, I’ll be the same

I will never leave you, so don’t cry

2 Cor. 12:10

Thursday, October 18th, 2007

I feel i’m burn out
I think I’m lost
I saw myself stopped and frost.
I’m in a deep depression
I think I lost my impression
my confidence is understated and as well as my pride..

I don’t understand me
neither I could take this complexity
somehow I lost my identity and that is true agreed by reality.
There were lots of burdens
but I have him to shoulder them
when I’m weak then I’m strong
through him I can never go wrong..

My confidence was understated
but not totally exhausted
gone was my identity
but never my integrity

He is undeniably faithful
unquestionably perfect
he is exemplary genius
so what then do we expect!

He thought me how to fight
his words were marked in my heart
he challenges me with uncertainties
but never left me for victories!